Memories

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Well, a lot of things has happened in this one day. One thing (or maybe two?) I regret. And I'm quite sure I'm gonna regret for this stupid mistakes.

First thing of all, I seriously fucked up my own life. 

I haven't done my homework, and tomorrow I have to go back already.

That means, today I HAVE TO DEMO my homework, while I HAVEN'T PACK my things, which is actually almost everything.

So, yeah, I'm gonna let go of my homework. I know I'm going to be like in serious danger of not passing my Program class, but what can I do? T.T

If I have to take it again next year... so be it. At least I'll gain more experience in the mean time, so I won't have much difficulties like I had before.

....okay I lied. If I'm not passing this class, I'm going to curse it first mwahahahahah XD

Let's leave all the sad things behind and look for the good things instead, shall we?! XD

so tonight I went out with CCUISA~ yeah :D

We were going to town to go to the night market actually, but then we realized it's Monday and the night market is...closed.

So we went to eat... and hang out at a particular cafe, Donuts.

We were like, so loud, laughing a lot, and playing games.

I'm not really sure what we were doing there, but one thing for sure: I have a lot of fun.

Fun I've been missing these days, these weeks, these months.

Just being there with them, hearing them laugh together and all... it's good enough :D

I do hope that this kind of time will never end, which is impossible haha.

Hang out at Donuts for the last time :)

Yep, this is the last time I'll be seeing my handsome 大四 seniors~ ><

but it's okay~ We'll all meet again someday, for sure! :D

Love you all guys~ :DD

So, until that day... good luck! do the best in your life, live it to the fullest and leave no regrets! :D

I'm gonna miss you all!! ><

CIAOSSU!!

-Jean

And here it goes..

......exams. again.

My mind seems to be wandering off to here every time I have problems, and ultimately, every time I have exams. LOL truth to be told, I'm just running away from studying

So I actually wanted to share a little bit of my problems I had a few days before..

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so, back to the story..

few days ago (last friday night) I was going outside and get a copy of my passport, cos I'm coming back to Indo this summer and I need to fill in some form and bla bla bla~

After get a copy, I went to eat dinner with friends, and then we bought flowers for Saturday's event, a graduation ceremony for the seniors (畢業典禮).

and then late that night (almost 12 am I think) I realized...

MY PASSPORT WAS GONE!!

like seriously gone!! not in my bag, not on my desk, and it's just disappear!!

I was like so panic, and rushed outside to that photocopier place earlier.

and to my disappointment.. it's closed already.. (well, obviously duh)

So I asked around, asking my friend who was eating with me earlier, if I in any case take out my passport when we were eating, and she said no.

I also thought that it's impossible for my passport to be gone, 'poof' just like that, or fell down. definitely zero possibility.

and so we thought, it must be on the photocopier place.

So the next
afternoonmorning I came back to the place, asking if by any chance there's a passport left yesterday.

and you know what?

the boss said, "There's no passport left. Why you didn't call here yesterday, asking the person in charge last night to keep it for you? Besides, he (the person in charge) didn't mention anything to me about a passport left."

I was in such a lost that I don't know what to reply. and the boss kept saying that there's no passport.

OMG I was so shocked that I don't know what to do anymore!!

just 11 days left and I can't go back!! What the heck?!

then out of my mind, I said, if my passport is going to be found, I'm going to study. no more playing. really study for the rest of this semester.

that whole day I was
sulking, bad mood,just going blank... and go to sleep from 3pm to 7pm LOL

then at 7pm I went out again, trying my luck at the photocopier place, in case the person in charge last night was there and recognize me.

So.. I step in.. and found another person. (why this place has so much employees???)

but, still, with my crappy Chinese, I'm asking her about my passport.

she seem like she doesn't know anything about my passport, and I was about to be desperate again.

then when I was about to go, she said, "You said you came here last night? Who get the order?"

then before I could say anything, she turn around and get something from the shelf and... "is this it?" and showed my damned passport.

"OH MY GOD!! YES THAT IS MY PASSPORT!! YES IT IS!!! WHY THE HELL YOU DIDN'T SHOW IT TO ME EARLIER AND NOT GIVING ME A SHOCK?!" ....is what I wanted to say LOL

So in the end, I got my passport back (YAY! I'm coming home!!), and now I expected to fulfill my promise right..? HAHA whatever I'm going to do it!!

and I learn one more thing:

"God works in a mysterious way. All you have to do is believe!"

(well see, after I made a promise He helped me find my passport. I could be not going back to that photocopier place that night, you know)

oh yeah, almost forgot! that day, June 16th, was my Mom's bday! so here's a little present from me to her! :D

It's created by a useful app called bodysymbol, and works better with apple I think. this one is on Android, and I think it's not so bad!

So, that's it! will blog soon, after this
damnedexam is done!!

Until then...

CIAOSSU!!

-Jean

Livin' Life

It's been a long time since I write something down.. now I don't have the idea how to open this post! LOL

well anw before I write anything, first to come is...

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So, bout livin life.

Many asks, what is life? (Search google and find the answer LOL)


There are a lot more pictures and words about this, but I thought this sums it all.

Don't think about someone else's life, make your own.

That way, life would be much more interesting!

Think bout what you wanna do, think what you want to achieve, but don't forget to think how to enjoy this life.

you only live once, why should bother think about life that others' have?

Some want to be like the others, but they don't have the ability, make themselves stressed, hating the world for this unfairness, and died without enjoying their own life.

Just enjoy it as much as possible, and be optimistic.

I won't say much again, just adding this favorite line which I learned from my Super MOM:


So, if you feel like everything's going wrong, don't worry!!

There'll come times when your life's going to be good!

Hope-this-post-helps!
CIAOSSU!

Knowing your place.

Come to think of it, it's really emotional to be writing something like this but I feel better after writing it down. Plus, i think that i need to write this down to constantly remind me of my silly actions lol xD

I learn one more lesson today. Knowing your place.

I actually did something so embarrassing. It's not my place to do that, but I do that. I know I've been a little bit overacting towards some things, and I convinced myself that it's okay.

And that's a BIG WRONG thought.


You know, when you join a social communities, you have to see your place, what community it is, and what should you say/not. Maybe you will say a lot of things, you will try to make friends by doing a lot of things. But sometimes that's just not the way to make friends. That's not the way to "impress" them.


For some points, I don't really understand about social relations. I can say that I'm totally not expert about it. That's why I always make mistakes, and sometimes I feel desperate about it. But you know, when you give up about things, you'll face an end. You can't solve the problems if you give up on it, right?


But that's what happened to me.


But I believe, I can do better next time. Even if I'm doing a lot of wrong things, a lot of embarrassing things, I'm sure I'm gonna overcome it. Maybe not now, not tomorrow, but sooner or later I will.


Keep trying, make a lot friends, but don't make the same mistakes. Accept what people criticizes you, learn the good things, but be careful with the bad one.
Don't get down when you make mistakes, recover from it, and start a new day.


And remember, It's not how good you are, but how good you want to be! ^^
Ganbatte~!! OOOOOSSSHHH!!!

P.S. I'm sorry for making a lot of trouble!! ><

We Are The Biggest Enemy

alrite, the first post since I reached Taiwan. What I wanna share here is my reflection, and I wanna share it with you guys.

Here, in Taiwan, I learn about three things.

First is how to restrain yourself from something you really wanna do.

The next thing is to hold on to your principles, and make a difference in your life by holding into it!!

The last thing is that you have to make a lot of friends and always try your best in doing anything.

Let's talk about the first one. Restraining yourself is the biggest and hardest thing to do, and I'm trying to do it now.. I'm restraining myself for not eating chilli! In fact, I was always eating it back then when I was at Indo.. Because here in Taiwan, people don't really like spicy things..
Even if my friends brings chilli, I'm trying not to eat it, because I believe that even if I do have chilli now, I may not have it another time, so I'm trying to make myself accustomed to this kind of situation. cuz as I said before, Taiwan don't have a lot of spicy things! Well, maybe have, but not as good as the one in Indo lol

The next thing I'm trying to restrain is sleeping and playing my notebook. I haven't been succeed in this two things yet..
But don't worry, I'm gonna make it success!!
加油！！

now, about the principles you must hold on. It seriously help you to make a difference and keep going forward. for example, If I succeed in not opening my notebook, I'm gonna use my time to study and I'm going to get better marks right? That's why you gotta hold on the principles you have and keep going forward!

The last thing I wanna share, to make a lot of friends and try your best in doing anything. Friends, are important. Here, when I dumped in nobody's land, and with foreign language I'm not really familiar with, what I need most is friend. What will happen to me if I don't have friends to ask if tomorrow we have a test or not? I'll got zero and will immediately be kicked out from this university..

Hope my reflection will give you a hint on how to face this life! never give up, everything may not go as your wish, but it'll be good in the end! just keep going forward and do your best!! I'm doing my best too!!
加油！！！！

This world is a toy box

Yep, got inspiration after reading Fairy Tail Chapter 219. It was the cover that said, "This World is a toy box. Happy is making everyone happy with his magic!". What does that have to do with?

But what interesting from this simple word that attracts me at once is that 'This World is a toy box'. And I thought, hey, that's totally rite. This world is like a toy box, and I'm the one who play the whole world. I'm going to be what I want, and I can success!

What I mean is that never ever give up for your dreams. Even that you lack of experience, lack of knowledge, that doesn't mean you can't get what you want. It's all your thought that will build yourself. Like the phrase said, this world is only a box of toys! We're the one who play it and who gonna make differences.

If you can't success now, it means that you play your toys wrongly, and you need better strategies to play it. It's just about time!

Remember, what the gist today:

This world is a toy box, and you're the one who play it!

Never give up! ^^
.FIN.

Bye, Exam! :D

Yeahh!!!! Exam's Done!!!!!!
Freeeeddoooommm!!!! xD

Well, they all goin quite good.. but I destroyed some subjects.. (and these subjects are the same every year! Geez ><) Those are:
1. Art (omg, I've never doin well at this one. How come you are expected to finish an (amazing) art in just 2 hours?? It even not enough to finish the sketching!)
2. Civils (well, I don't want to be a politician someday, why should I learn about politics??)
3. Physics (in 2 hours you're expected to do 30-'varieties'-questions - which means you can't just note down the numbers and formula, and voila! you'll find the answers. Not like that. And it's about like 30 more formula you have to memorize. OMG.)

But what I never expect is:
1. I can do well on my Biology, where I used that I can answers about 30 numbers of 50 is miracle, and some days ago I can answers about 40 numbers of 50. Cool isn't it?
2. I can still do the test quite well even what did I do everyday was only play games. You know, that's true that God always be with you, and that's also true that luck is there. It's just you need to work hard to 'summon' them, and I think I did quite work hard before the test :P

More good things:
I will go on stage together with one of Afen's Band (where I learn to play guitar) in front of a lot of people!! And it's about Dec 19th, 2010. Can you believe that?? A newbie like me is trusted to play in a band!! Yohooo!!!! xD
I also was chosen as a Class' Redactor for my yearbook. Only in class, but hey, that's cool! :D
I hope I learn more about guitar and singing.. someday I'll be a famous singer-guitarist-pianist, the best programmer-analist, famous writer, and maybe acupuncture doctor. Well, who knows? :D

Let's enjoy this life as much as you can!! Time never come back, do the best, do what you like, and get what you want!! You'll never know when you'll die!! :D

Learn from the past

Long time no update. Yeah, as the title said, everything seems too good to be true. But that's what's going on! Everything seems going good.. til now.

I have Excellent Class, I enjoy everything with them, and I enjoy my life with them.
I'm getting better on Photoshop, and now I can make basic make up about Halloween.
I was falling down, made a big hole marks on my knee now (and the colour is black, yuck).
One day, I haven't sleep all day to know more about web design, and it turns out that I'm getting sick.
I'm still not the best in my class.
I have cough for several weeks (til now).
I didn't win the UC boardgames competition (semifinal).
and I lost the Blackberry grandprize for not coming to the event.

Maybe you will think, agree that my life is good at the top parts. But why I still think that my life is good when I got sick, make ugly marks on my knee, and not being the best at class?
What I want to say here, is, be grateful, for what you have not for you don't. I know, this seems too hard. But, you know, when you grateful for what you have, for what have happened to you, everything will seem going good. So your life will be better, and you can live happier. Find the positive side for what have happened, think positively, be grateful. Not all people have the advantages you have now.

Why I said thanks God for falling down and make big ugly marks on my knee?
Because it might be worse than that, I might get an amputation. Thanks God it only left ugly marks, not an amputation!
Why I said thanks God for not sleeping all day?
It turns out that work hard is the great way to achieve success. And it happened to me too, I got the first place!
Why I said thanks God for not being the best in my class?
Because it means that I have to work harder, and even I'm not the best, my marks are still getting better.
Why I said thanks God for having cough?
Because I still can get medicine, not like people in other place that might die because can't get the medicine. So bad, right? Dying because of cough :(
Why I said thanks God for not going through the UC boardgames semifinal competition?
Because I actually was sick, and my teammates actually not in good mood. So thanks, I can still enjoy to play games and I can rest the next day.
Why I said thanks God for losing the Blackberry?
Because if I got that phone, I will waste more and more money! >< So, what the gist today is:

Change your life by changing your thought. Do you want to be happy, do you want to be good? Start it by changing your thought!
Be grateful for everything you have, not for you don't have. Not all people have the advantages you have now.
Be grateful for everything happened to you, because actually it might be worse.

Hope the post today can help out :)