Losing doesn't Mean to Give Up.. Or it does?

They said that I should give up for losing (again). But why do I have to give up? Is it because I'm not good enough? Sometimes I think like that. And no need to mention it, but I really fell in despair. They said that I'm not worth to join any competition. I don't wanna think like that.. But now I realized that it may be right.. I dunno what to do.. I just wanna go up and still do it.. But it feels like something is burdening me.. I dunno what to do.. Anyone will help me? *sigh*

EVENT:
@ UK. Petra - I saw someone looks like Kim Joon! Hahas xD and yeah, another one that looks like Ko Dickson
All the way - I got 5 new friends, and all of them are very funny. It's nice to know them.
My other friends - They join the Bio Competition, and they passed to the semifinal! Congrats, guys (especially for Marco and Edwin)!

Back from Jember!

Alright, I just came back from Jember, where the Tae Kwon Do Competition (either Jurugi and Pomse competition) were held. I don't win. Just because I forgot to SHOUT. Arghh... well yeah, that's not a problem. I can try better next time, right? :D
So, who won was Carlo from Corjesu. He got bronze medal for under 55 kg male - Jurugi Competition. And then, my friend, Inge, got bronze medal also for Pomse Competition. Amazing, isn't it?
And, all thanks to Sabam Neneng and Ko Shalom! I'll try harder next time :D
And yeah, good news. After I being despaired because of losing (well, not really in despair) LPK gave me a call. There are 2 Computer Competition! And they asked me if I'm willing to join. The answer is OF COURSE! hahas xD
and so, now I'm concentrating on this comp competition. And I'm also very happy, 1/2 prince chapter 39 and 40 are already out! haha xD

EVENT:
@ UNEJ - I saw someone really looks like Ken Koh, my trainer!
@ Inn - Lots of happy moment, funny stories, sharing, training, and nice meals!